Ignore me, Merry Christmas! :)
just took the time to breathe and look at what's before me.
the lantern parade's took most of everything as usual, time, money, sleep...I missed my bed. Still, thankyou thankyou God for rewarding our efforts.
It's almost Christmas. The commercials say so on TV.
There's a place you always come back to when you're confused and searching. And even though you don't come back in one piece, you emerge a better person.
I've gone back and forth, but has anything changed?
Have I?
A year ago you'd find me here. In this place I keep coming back to. a year ago I felt the need for change in order to survive.
Not to mask myself. I don't do that.
I had to find sense. I needed change because I wanted to be a better person. Because what's looking back from the mirror was getting so frustrating.
I look again, and see, I have changed but is this for better?
I envy people who are so much at peace with themselves.
Lord grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change.
People change. and friends leave. And the world never stops for anyone. You live, you love, you hurt, you move on. The lessons are there. Can I even do anything to break that cycle? because It makes me sad sometimes.
Not that I will be for long.
Grant me courage to change the things I can.
Here I am again asking for change.
One of these days I will stop searching. What am I searching for anyway? where'd I get this drama?
I'll go look. Somewhere I must have left something behind.
Grant me wisdom.
You know you're growing up when your Christmas list does not consist of trips to Toy Kingdom anymore. When the greatest gifts you'll ever recieve cannot be put in a box...you should hear mine.
But I still want that Play-Doh set. (?)
(so that the castles I build with them will not get washed away.)
the lantern parade's took most of everything as usual, time, money, sleep...I missed my bed. Still, thankyou thankyou God for rewarding our efforts.
It's almost Christmas. The commercials say so on TV.
There's a place you always come back to when you're confused and searching. And even though you don't come back in one piece, you emerge a better person.
I've gone back and forth, but has anything changed?
Have I?
A year ago you'd find me here. In this place I keep coming back to. a year ago I felt the need for change in order to survive.
Not to mask myself. I don't do that.
I had to find sense. I needed change because I wanted to be a better person. Because what's looking back from the mirror was getting so frustrating.
I look again, and see, I have changed but is this for better?
I envy people who are so much at peace with themselves.
Lord grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change.
People change. and friends leave. And the world never stops for anyone. You live, you love, you hurt, you move on. The lessons are there. Can I even do anything to break that cycle? because It makes me sad sometimes.
Not that I will be for long.
Grant me courage to change the things I can.
Here I am again asking for change.
One of these days I will stop searching. What am I searching for anyway? where'd I get this drama?
I'll go look. Somewhere I must have left something behind.
Grant me wisdom.
You know you're growing up when your Christmas list does not consist of trips to Toy Kingdom anymore. When the greatest gifts you'll ever recieve cannot be put in a box...you should hear mine.
But I still want that Play-Doh set. (?)
(so that the castles I build with them will not get washed away.)
