Wednesday, December 8


the one where I feel -- something

I don't know how, but
Excuse my PMSing: You don't have to understand me but…
I'm still hoping you would.


[9:45 am.]
The coming of a new season has always been elemental – leaving traces of past outbursts and the clearing of yesterday. It's times like these when I used to miss you – clinging to reason and wishing for wonders that the new age will bring me closer, somehow, to forgetting you…
I got so damn close.
(and then…whappak! There you were.)

[3:26 pm.]
Kaibigan: "Sandali pa lamang tayo nagkakasama… alam ko kung gaano kahirap iwanan ang nakaraan…pero heto tayo't parehong ngumangawa at nakikipagsapalaran... Ewan ko kung ikaw rin pero…
Masaya ako at kasama kita sa laban.
May mga bagay na wala akong mapagsabihan, maliban sayo. Siguro dahil kampante ako pag kasama ka. Masaya ako kapag pinagsasabihan mo rin ako ng sikreto. Pakiramdam ko ay may tiwala ka sa akin…
Natatakot ako…ewan ko kung bakit. Siguro dahil baka sirain mo ang aking tiwala…ngunit dahil ikaw ay aking kaibigan…
May tiwala ako sayo. Sana’y hindi mo ako biguin."

[4:41 pm]
this is what its like to be insanely jealous.
-- aray. prolonged breaths and weakened knees. And I had to keep it to myself. It cuts deep at the point where I begin to miss you, when all this time all that I've been trying to do is forget.

[6:24pm]
Kaibigan: hindi kita maunawaan. Sana alam ko ang iniisip mo para madamayan kita…

[-:-- pm]
"Must be chivalry…"
"How about romance?"
"I don’t think I'm bringing an umbrella ever again…"
[-:--pm]
Kaibigan: Huli na ang lahat. Gumuho ang aking mundo ng tayo ay nagkahiwalay. Hintayin mo ako, darating din ako sa sarili kong panahon…malapit na.

[1:06am]

I've been sitting on my bed
With a glass on my hand
Trying to figure out a way for me to understand
Through this talk we've just had
The questions I have asked somebody yesterday
About the sign that's in your eyes
About the biggest smile
All your face in the way
Questions I had asked somebody
How you feel only eyes reveal
Your answer's not for real

But I can't read your mind
Not this time

I just wanna know what you're going through
I don't feel wrong about asking you

But I can't read your mind
Not this time
I just wanna know what you're going through
I don't feel wrong about asking you
But I can't read your mind
Not this time

There are times when you don't wanna say
That there are problems in your head that you can't explain
I have been that way

Baby, there's a hunger, a kiss or two
But not forever do
If only I'd reach you
Maybe I'm a child
Maybe I'm a woman
Maybe, I am old
Maybe I said something
Reasons - to push me away

Maybe I have laughed
Maybe I have cried
But never did I try to put hurt on your side
I can't read your mind
Not this time...


-Cultured Pearls

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