the one with carbonated thought bubbles

I guess that coke commercial isn’t so bad after all. But my *indecision* is. I hate it when this happens. But I can’t stop smiling… ^^ Well, at least I’m smiling… for now. Aray. Ansakit ng pisngi ko.

Aray. Ang sakit.

Okay,.glad that’s over.

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I guess sometimes you have to chance upon dead ends too, realities that fade as quickly as you close the eyes and and recoil from the world (You can pretend you’re in a new one, but almost always, you come back – you chase old dreams – sometimes you find them. Sometimes it’s yet another blind alley. Bullshit.) You never listen. At least not enough. (And at least not like you used to.)
[Where were we?]

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Desperate in proving to be existential (in the most idiotic sense imaginable) the pretenses are appalling (life-shattering, even) It amazes me how much more convenient it is to engage in a mindless charade than it is to push boundaries to find out exactly how strong you can get. Sometimes you emerge victorious. Sometimes you are stripped bare and in your pain your truest self is realized. Then again the charades were overshadowing. You can’t just sit there and wait to be understood. You just can’t.
[Will you ever speak the truth?]

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You become too accustomed to the reality that you are no longer alone (but oh, you are.) Sometimes you are loneliest with company. Sometimes you are miserable with conversation. Sometimes you are saddest when you smile.
[Why force it?]

Since we’re all smiling now. Let’s give bliss a try (else we could fake it).

the one with carbonated thought bubbles

I guess that coke commercial isn’t so bad after all. But my *indecision* is. I hate it when this happens. But I can’t stop smiling… ^^ Well, at least I’m smiling… for now. Aray. Ansakit ng pisngi ko.

Aray. Ang sakit.

Okay,.glad that’s over.

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I guess sometimes you have to chance upon dead ends too, realities that fade as quickly as you close the eyes and and recoil from the world (You can pretend you’re in a new one, but almost always, you come back – you chase old dreams – sometimes you find them. Sometimes it’s yet another blind alley. Bullshit.) You never listen. At least not enough. (And at least not like you used to.)
[Where were we?]

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Desperate in proving to be existential (in the most idiotic sense imaginable) the pretenses are appalling (life-shattering, even) It amazes me how much more convenient it is to engage in a mindless charade than it is to push boundaries to find out exactly how strong you can get. Sometimes you emerge victorious. Sometimes you are stripped bare and in your pain your truest self is realized. Then again the charades were overshadowing. You can’t just sit there and wait to be understood. You just can’t.
[Will you ever speak the truth?]

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You become too accustomed to the reality that you are no longer alone (but oh, you are.) Sometimes you are loneliest with company. Sometimes you are miserable with conversation. Sometimes you are saddest when you smile.
[Why force it?]

Since we’re all smiling now. Let’s give bliss a try (else we could fake it).